Scattered Thoughts | ചിതറിയ ചിന്തകൾ

Love is strange for a reason, No matter we know a person, They appear an unsolved puzzle, They rise and fall like tides, They love and hate in unison, All at once, all at sea. Is human love the epitome of all love? Do we care about any other love? We kill trees, we pollute rivers, We abandon birds, we dig the land.  Humans are difficult to understand, Tough to comprehend, Painful to deal with, Plain to explain! Is love most humane of all emotions? Every emotion shares a different story, Every story conveys a unique idea, Every idea has a life story, Every story is a big lie.  Is love the time we live together? The moments we enjoy? The memories we hate? Love is togetherness, A boy and a girl, A man and a woman, A woman and a woman, A man and a man, Love is everywhere, Love is limitless, Love is life, If we understand real beauty. 

ഒരു ചിരിയായി നീ ഒളിപ്പിച്ച  കണ്ണീർക്കണത്തിൻ്റെ  ദുഃഖമെത്ര?  ഭ്രാന്തിൻ്റെ പകലിൽ പതിയാത്ത കാണാക്കാഴ്ചതൻ സത്യമെത്ര? വിജയചരിത്രത്തിൽ വാഴാത്ത  പരാജയത്തിന് വലിപ്പമെത്ര? പറയാത്ത വാക്കുകൾ, അറിയാത്ത ചിത്രങ്ങൾ,  ഇടറിയ കണ്ണുകൾ, ഇരുളാർന്ന ചിന്തകൾ,  ഓർമ്മകൾ, മോഹങ്ങൾ, നഷ്ടസ്വപ്നങ്ങൾ, ഓടിയൊളിക്കാൻ ഓർമ്മകൾ മാത്രം  ജന്മനാളിൽ തൊട്ട് വിളക്കണയും വരെയുള്ള  കാത്തിരിപ്പിൻ കടുപ്പമെത്ര?  

I realised it too late, That I was living a colourless life, That I lost the magic of finding happiness, That I was dreaming all day long, That my reality was something else.  That I saw people commit mistakes, That I was no different from them, That I am a man of flaws, That mistakes are a learning curve, That success is not you see outside, That each one has a purpose to serve, That life is simple if we think, That I have no regrets, Because I discovered what I had lost. 

Sadness comes uninvited, Like an unfamiliar guest.  It takes away all the emotions, To filter into a pond of emptiness.  Sadness kills, It rips the essence of you. Life loses its meaning, You feel you are not up there.  Sadness keeps us monotonous, We miss our old charm, We feel unworthy and unaccepted, We live a life without joy.  We escape into ourselves, We search for answers, We fail miserably, We lose interest. We hope, we cry, we reason, we quarrel, But a strange stillness surrounds us, Our dreams appear tasteless and numb, We wish we could die. Sadness is not a passing bridge, That leaves us once we pass the road It keeps coming like how wind blows, To keep testing us.   Strength is nothing but plain myth, For the ones who give up everything. Sad memories surround us inside out, We stand there alone, waiting for the storm. 

Life is a distant journey, A time will come when solo travel appears routine, Let us trust one another, accepting our flaws, Let us hold our hands when we feel tired, Dear Lady love, Your dreams are mine too, I don't want to take away your victory, I am not here to put you in chains, I understand your true intentions, I want to see your journey, I want to keep you in good spirits, But I am not above the rest I am ready to offer a smiling face, And some positive words, When you need it the most

I had a voice, Plain but relevant Simple but unique Stammering but confident As time went by, I started missing my voice I looked for it everywhere But it kept drifting away from me. I was worried, I began to be someone else My words didn't carry emotion While I lacked conviction. One day, I realised, The voice didn't go anywhere It was buried inside me I missed it because of surrounding noise.